You’re lost. You’ve completely lost yourself. What happened to the guy I fell for? What happened to the man who would hold me, calling me beautiful, and said he would never leave my side. You told me that you would be lost without me, that you just want to spend all future tomorrows with me. What changed? Was it me? Its always me. Why wasn’t I good enough for you? Why did you have to be like every other FUCKING guy I’ve met. I used to wake up to your text’s, you used to care. And now… I haven’t heard from you in a week.
I just hope.. you find yourself. I hope that all of these drugs and drinks.. that they’re just an outlet. I know you’re hurting. I know you feel guilty. But just know I do care.. I really, really do care. I care about you, and the pain you carry. I want you to be happy.. I want to make you happy.. but you don’t see me anymore.