I wish society was more accepting. Why can’t we be different and not be considered dangerous. I love tattoos. I want to get so many, but a girl like myself has a hard enough time getting a job bare skinned. Why is it different is so scary? Why do you look at my tattooed friends in disgust? They are more untouched with their inner selves then you will ever be. They know who they are and the present it artistically on their skin. Its beautiful. Tattoos, stretched ears, piercings, they are beautiful. I wish I could just be myself, dress how I truly want, tattoo my body as much as I like, and not be judged or stared at. People say “its what’s on the inside that matters.” But who actually believes that? I do. I live by that. When you look at someone, do you decide to talk to them because of how they look? I don’t. I like to talk to everyone. Because everyone has their stories, everyone is beautiful on the inside.
People need to be more accepting. Understand that under our cloths, our tattoos, our skin… is a skeleton. We all have the same one. Whether you’re gay, bi, or straight… we all have feelings. We all love, we all feel, we all hurt.
Attempting to post a video of me singing my song I wrote called Final round (lyrics have been posted before) but my phone hates me and its taking forever >_< its acapella (could never spell that word) so bare with me xD
I don’t think I have ever found a song so empowering. I can play this song over and over and it still strengthens me more and more. The lyrics are intense, and her voice is just consuming. I dare you to listen and tell me it doesn’t make you feel stronger.
Can we just pretend There is no problems. Cant we just make up our own world. Create our own laws, and just live under your blankets until forever ends. I hate feeling so alone. I hate feeling like I have no one to stand beside me. I’m so cold.
Please just.. just cuddle me til sunrise. Let me breath in your scent. Let me become a part of you. Let me love you until it hurts.
Now don’t get me wrong, I love tattoos. I plan on getting quite a few actually, but I have never liked face tattoos. They’re so distracting and over whelming. Like maybe having a tattoo from your neck or scalp coming down slightly onto your face, but like.. The ones who get them right under their eyes or where their eyebrows should be.. and my least favourite- down their nose.. Just why?
Pain, without love Pain, I can’t get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You’re sick of feeling numb You’re not the only one I’ll take you by the hand And I’ll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn’t work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand
Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I’ve got a plan When the lights go off you will understand
" because you don’t your perfect amber, you shouldnt have to change around anyone, and i feel the same way, when im with you, im happy and i feel like im wanted around and that maybe someone might like me for me„ and its just an amazing feeling, and i forget what this felt like over the past year"
"You’re very wanted. I love spending time with you"
" awhh :) * huge smile* thanks, i just love being with you amber , it makes me wanna do stuff, like not as lazy, and when im with you, i could care less about smoking bongs, because i know i dont gotta hind who i am with you"
" i dunno for the past for days when i seen your msgs about how you want me there, its really made me think how much i would of killed to be there with you„"
" I just keep thinking back to after the crash and how the only person I wanted to see was you and that I was so glad you were alive. I was so worried, still am. And the ride home.. I honestly think about it all the time.."